without feeling any sadness
when the one you crave the present
wasnt there anymore by your side
its so painful to stay awake
when you realised that
the one you wanted to be in yr life
wasnt need you anymore
its so stressful to face live
without wondering how
am i gonna survive this grief
without anyone notice
i used to cry silently
even it's make me so sad
but this one
i cried differently
nearly screaming
why this happen to me?
and cry more when i did realised
that the one that i crave to be mine,
no longer will be mine, ever.
and the most sadness is
the one will nvr remember me and
need me as much as he did before
there's no more attention he will give me
there's no more advice he will give me
and there's no more love from him
i hope this will make him happier
as he decided to stay away from me
i made up my mind,
will nvr bother him anymore
but i know i still need and i always be
yet make me wonder
am i capable to go thru the days
without thinking abt him?
after all, i need myself
only myself.
may that will keep me moving
