Punk

I hate it i only get motivated like for 5 minutes and then..
I became the laziest punk ass again fuck

But what i've been thinking lately,
I have choices  all i need to do is choose. Then never regret or re-think about it anymore
But I find myself very unsatisfied with the decision I made and keep re-think about it till I got breakdown &.. Cry

No one really knws the pain I've been in & me, myself can stop to feel the pain.
Life is like a gamble anyway, no matter I bet all in or only a penny of it the consequences always the same ; either win or lose (but can be draw too right) after all, life always unfair so I need to deal with this shits no matter what happen.

But what will you do if you got tangled between two person you value so much. Who do you really prioritise in yr life? Who you desire to be with for the rest of life? How much you see them needed you?

I always have choices, sometimes I hate it.